Finally Seeing My Son

Today was my due date. I took the day off of work and made no plans. I woke up and just let my mind and heart do whatever it wanted. I laid in bed, dusted off some of the miscarriage books I received and desperately thumbed through searching for anything on due dates. Out of … Continue reading Finally Seeing My Son


The Impending Due Date

It's been over 4 months. We are still breathing, we are smiling and we are laughing. Most of all we are hopeful. But this month, things have been dark, really dark. My thoughts have included everything from 'what's my purpose' to 'why me', to 'ill do anything to hold him one more time' and I … Continue reading The Impending Due Date

A Response To “At Least It Happened Early”

I recently found an email in my 'drafts' folder that has validated my motherhood status. For those women that have miscarried their first child, a big struggle is feeling non relevant as a mother amongst her peers. Especially when the ever so popular condolence phrase is "at least it happened early". What not talking about … Continue reading A Response To “At Least It Happened Early”